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Waking up Again (and again, and again) by ThisIsaGayAlex
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
17 May 2026
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Severus doesn't want to wake up and face the drab day. So, instead, he fantasises about waking up somewhere else.
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Now, i just sit in the dark (I'm wondering if it's time) by ThisIsaGayAlex
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
22 Apr 2026
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Snapshots of Severus Snape through time; at first he's just struggling with his appearance. But as time goes on he doesn't just think he’s ugly. No, instead a monster starts looking back at him from the mirror.
Or a story of bullying, struggling with one's own appearance, radicalization, grief, and self-hatred.
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Explanations Owed (and other unobtainable things) by ThisIsaGayAlex
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
04 Mar 2026
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‘Old Snapey’ sure was taking his sweet old time.
She was still unsure why she’d sought him out.
At the last Order meeting Dumbledore had revealed they finally had a spy in the Inner Circle. And Lily hadn’t been able to squash down the overwhelming feeling of hope that had taken residence in her chest since.
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Three students try stealing the sword of Gryffindor. Much later they tell Harry Potter that the only punishment they got was a detention with Hagrid.
But surely that can't have been the only consequence?
In which Severus tries to spare children the worst of it all, and punishes their teacher instead.
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Truthful Joy by ThisIsaGayAlex
Fandoms: The Vampire Diaries (TV), The Vampire Diaries & Related Fandoms
03 Jan 2026
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When TJ meets a guy named Elijah, he never thought his world was about to become a whole lot more interesting
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In which Elijah falls in love, gets the guy, and saves his siblings
starts before season 2.
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They fought spectacularly. Worse, even, than before they started having sex, as prior to Harry being used as Draco Malfoy’s personal adult novelty item, they were rarely in very close proximity to each other. Now, if Harry wanted to get his dick wet on someone who consented to being physically assaulted, he had to contend with Malfoy’s personality.
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Slavetoys were banned from cumming—ever.
That’s what they’d told Martin when he’d been taken—how many months ago?
God, time lost all meaning when you were bound and forced to take cock after cock whenever you were awake—and sometimes when you were not.
They’d told him he’d get used to it.Lying bastards.
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- Part 4 of Enslaved by Qivaq
- Part 67 of Writing Prompts, Terribly Misused
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Delve into an unofficial 8th book as Harry and Hermione return for their seventh year. Harry struggles with the aftermath of the Battle of Hogwarts, death of loved ones, and maintaining relationships. Failing classes and avoiding friends, he questions his decision to be an Auror and his future place in the Wizarding world. A sullen Draco rallies and returns to Hogwarts, putting on a brave face for the redemption of his family. Ron is fumbling at the ministry while Hermione practically teaches Transfiguration in light of a suitable teacher. But Harry’s most challenging task is not playing frenemies with Malfoy like it’s to win the House Cup, it’s grasping for confusing closure when a door is just opening.
This ‘8th year’ Hogwarts book takes place directly after Deathly Hallows and hits all the normal points of school: feasts, school life, Hagrid, Hogsmeade, Weasley chaos, Christmas, Rita Skeeter scandals, exams, the House Cup, and culminates in resolving an end of year mystery. Mostly cannon compliant minus the obvious. Relationship simmers, twists, and erupts. Book becomes quite explicit. Snape remains Snapishly Snape.
Custom chapter title artwork and crafted with love.
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- Part 1 of Enigma Tower
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Cesar, a submissive, lets Evan, his Dominant, arrange for him a birthday blowbang.
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A short-lived series of private lessons took place after Christmas in Harry Potter's fifth school year, during which Severus Snape attempted to teach Harry the skill of Occlumency. The lessons were ultimately cancelled when Harry was caught prying into Snape's memories, discovering the strangest things: A mysterious prophecy connected Harry's fate with Voldemort's, Harry's dad was an insufferable bully, and Severus Snape had been in love with Harry's mum. Naturally, Harry now has a million questions. Snape would prefer to answer none.
The world is full of obvious things which nobody by any chance ever observes. The same question arises in every soul: "For what, for whom, must I kill and be killed?"
...Or, a classic approach to stubbornness.
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Most visited Snarry story of all time on AO3! Thank you!
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This story now has a Fanlore and a TvTropes page.
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Now fully illustrated!
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Available in English, Russian, Portuguese, Polish, Spanish, Chinese, Vietnamese & Korean! (see notes for links)