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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    “Baby.” Shane drew back a little. Ilya had to fight back to the groan at the sudden absence of his mouth on his neck, the heat of his tongue now gone. “You can tell me.” There was a little furrow between his brows as he stared at Ilya, eyes searching his face.

    “It’s just…I’ve been thinking about it.”

    There. It was out. He said it.

    “What about it?”

    Shane planted a wet kiss on Ilya’s jaw, sucking at the skin a little there. Ilya’s hands twitched on Shane’s waist. “I want…I think maybe I want to…try it?”

    A moan fell from Shane’s lips right as Ilya spoke, just as he finally kissed Ilya on the mouth. His hands tightened in Ilya’s curls, tugging so sharply that it almost hurt. The pinpricks twisted into pleasure, pleasure that joined the heat in Ilya’s veins. “Fuck,” he whispered under his breath.

    “Really, baby?” Shane said, his tongue darting into Ilya’s mouth, running over his bottom lip. “You want to try?”

    “Yes, but…” Ilya felt that deep, dark part of him rise as he fought to get the next words out. He swallowed, inhaled. “I think maybe I am a little scared.”

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    ilya tries and fails not to want to bottom for shane. shane grants him his wish.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Yuna Hollander knows that it is normal for children to distance themselves from their parents as they approach adulthood. She expected it when Shane was a teenager, when he moved to Kingston for juniors, even later, when he moved to Montreal. When they stayed close, when he seemed happy to see them at his games, to have her managing his career, when he seemed not only to love them, but to still like having them around… When he invited her for dinner with his boyfriend and the four of them laughed until the summer sun dropped below the lake, she thought maybe this was one challenge of parenthood she would be spared. Which makes the day it finally happens all the harder to bear.

    Or, Yuna Hollander and the joy and anguish of growing up.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.

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    Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.

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    26 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    During the Rose Landry era, Ilya acts out a little more self-destructively, a little more recklessly, and slips up for the first time in a decade.

    His teammates—the boys, his Cup crew—well. They're doing their best.

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander ✅ @shanehollanderofficial 
    I’ve seen many publications over the years speculating on my own, and my husband’s, hockey stats and accolades in relation to our romantic relationship and when the public assumes it started. 

    We don’t owe this to anyone. But we’ve also been playing professional hockey for seventeen years and we’ve both run out of ahem, cares to give.

    On the right is a photograph from the behind the scenes of our joint CCM advertisement in July of 2010. This photo predates the hundreds of combined accomplishments listed on the left. 

    Oh, and it was also taken about six hours before our first kiss. 

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    or; a year from retirement and out of fucks to give, shane reveals their timeline to twitter in response to the latest speculatory article on their relationship. hollanovs across the world rejoice, centaurs celebrate their beloved dads, and former teammates share the not-so-subtle clues they missed the first time.

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    22 Jun 2026